“張孺，張孺！”

　　我聽到有人在叫我。

　　那嗓音，好熟悉。好像在哪兒聽過，但是，這樣急切的語氣，我還是第一次聽見。

　　會是誰呢？

　　是你嗎，邱晟？

　　我忙著睜開眼尋找聲音的來源，卻發現我自己在一間小屋里。

　　我透過窗戶看到了外面的世界，天黑了。

　　漫天的繁星，清脆的蟬鳴，晚風輕輕吹過，青草的香氣飄向我。

　　邱晟，你此時，是否能與我同在在一片天下共賞繁星呢？

　　我輕嘆一聲，關上了這房間里唯一一扇窗戶。

　　我回頭看到了墻上掛著的電子鐘，上面顯示著：18：00.a.m.

　　上午18點？怎么會？

　　我的第一反應竟然是我還在夢里，而不是這電子鐘出問題了。

　　。

　　然而，人的第一反應有時會準得可怕，比如現在。

　　。

　　我剛準備想辦法逃離這個夢境就看到了他。

　　此時的他不同于以往的面無血色，而是完好無損地站在我面前，臉上甚至帶著笑。

　　。

　　我愣住了。

　　那一刻，我懂了。

　　原來我活著的意義原本就是為了替他看盡世間繁華，如今能再見到他，是我三生有幸。無論如何我也應該留下來，即使我知道這僅僅只是黃粱一夢。

　　我看見他的眼里能夠閃出星星，就如同古老城堡里的油畫，優雅而又靜謐。

　　。

　　那一刻，我也懂了。

　　原來我追求的一直都是他邱晟，我是為了他而活。如果只有在夢里才能看得到他，那無所謂，我可以一直在夢中，永遠不醒來。

　　我緊緊的摟住了他。我感受到了他的呼吸，淡淡的。

　　剎那間，我便淚流滿面。交錯的淚痕在我臉上逐漸干涸，感受到他輕輕地推開我，繼而將我輕輕放在床上（以下為不過審片段，自行腦補bushi，別打我！～手動滑稽～）

　　 He saw the ferocious tear marks on my face， and he gently kisses it and stops it. I answered him bravely， my lips intertwined.I think， I am afraid， shy， but he seems to know what I think in my heart， slowly kiss me， all the way down.My hand was hooked on his beautiful neck to match his movements. His hand gently touched my back and slowly moved down to my hip. I straightened up sensitively and gasped.Feeling the hand that stroked him suddenly left me， I looked up at him， puzzled.He suddenly pushed me away gently， pulling out a silver thread as his lips and tongues parted.My face is slightly hot， I think， my mouth should also have some traces of obscenity I can't even believe that the man under Qiu Sheng is myself.I bowed my head in shame， but he would pinch my chin and force me to look at him.“Don't you Ah...“ I struggled to say no to him.He lived， and my hand reached into his lower body.“Do you feel it? It needs you now.“His voice had never been hoarse， he seemed to be covered with steaming fog， unpredictable， but also can not refuse.“Well...“ I kissed him again.Then， he deepened the kiss with lust.He gently kisses every inch of my skin， devout and gentle， and even the moment of breaking open， he whispers my name.At that moment， I felt as if I had fallen into a boat in the ocean， sinking and floating with waves.In another depth， waves of pleasure swept in， as if to surround the whole leaf boat. The unprecedented pleasure and pain came together. I just felt that the people in front of me gradually became a little different. The inexplicable panic made me unconsciously call Qiu Sheng's name.Tears dim， confused.Unable to extricate themselves， there is no substitute.I suddenly realized that it was a dream that was not real at all.But I did what I wanted to do most in this unreal dream.And it's real.Now I can only pray that this dream can grow longer， longer， and better never wake up， never.But the more and more blurred images in front of him reminded him that all these were false.“Can't stay， can it?“（這只是為了告訴你們我這一段是寫了的（劃死）后面會放鏈接的，還是看中文的吧…）

　　“留不住，是嗎？”

　　我不敢睜眼，害怕睜眼看見的是醫院的天花板而不是我愛的人。

　　欲哭無淚。

　　我知道時鐘上的時間與外界環境發生矛盾，我也明白我在夢中，可是夢中的我，勇敢，幸福，我真的舍不得醒來，真的。

　　我知道矛盾是脫離夢境的唯一途徑，但，如果可以的話，我希望自己永遠不要醒來。

　　因為，夢里有他。